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Rest and Replanning

Sandra Tayler's Journal

responsible woman

A cobble by itself is just a small stone, but when many of them lay together they create a path . My life is made up of many discrete parts. I have to find ways to fit them all into place so that I can continue to journey where I desire to go. This journal records some of the cobbles that create my path.

Rest and Replanning

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Howard sent me home from church early. “Go sleep,” he said over my protests of a post-church meeting. He informed the other committee members that I would not be there and that I would be unavailable for any committee work until May. I came home and slept as ordered. Ninety minutes later Howard woke me up to eat food, after which I slept for another three hours. This is a measure for how sleep deprived and worn out I’ve gotten over the past couple of weeks. I was on duty every minute of every waking hour either managing something, planning to manage something, or preparing so that managing would be easier the next time around. In order to help Gleek and Patch I’ve had to seriously step up my parenting game. Other things have to go. I can’t do it all. I will break.

Excusing me from committee work is part of that effort. Howard did it for one committee. I emailed for the other. I’m pulling in on the internet as well, reading less, visiting fewer places, conserving my energy for things that matter. All of this reconsidering led me to rearrange my plans for
Strength of Wild Horses. I’ll still be running a Kickstarter for that project, but Angela and I will do the art creation and book layout first. When we’re all ready to go, then we’ll run a Kickstarter to fund the printing costs. Once I made the decision it seemed obvious to me that this is a much lower stress way to arrange the project. I wish I’d seen it two months ago.

Having removed some things from my schedule, I also have to add something: exercise. It got lost somewhere and I need to put it back.

The last two weeks required lots of emotional energy. I’m hoping this week can be more calm.

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  • I find it especially touching, for some reason, that Howard told the committee you couldn't make it and were unavailable until May himself. Probably because I hate making my own excuses, regardless of how solid they are. :/ Anyway, good for Howard! I am glad you got some rest.
  • (Anonymous)
    Not to add stress, but is your onecobble.com site broken? I haven't been able to get to it since yesterday. It has some indexing error page.

    Janci
    • Our server guy moved the site to a new server on Saturday night. (without letting us know in advance.) Hopefully what you're seeing is a DNS issue that will resolve in a day or so. I'm being able to see the site and post, so it isn't completely broken. If it continues to be a problem, please let me know. I'll email the guy for customer support.
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